Random Thoughts...

1. I can't believe that in 4 months they will give me a diploma and unleash me on the public. Seriously I do not feel equipped to help anyone in a health care setting. I think I am the stupidest person in my class.... but hey.... at least I make the uniform look good! (and my eye shadow TOTALLY matches my scrub top!) lol

2. Florida is 2 weeks away as of today! I'm scared shit-less, and try not to think about it. However, I am looking forward to the warm weather and letting my boy rip Disney apart.

3. I've been introspective lately.... spring brings it on. I love spring, I love the rebirth of all things, but it makes me re-live things that sometimes are better left sitting in a box in my head buried under all my nursing crap so that I don't have to deal with them.

4. A nursing cap for my curio cabinet... really???? Do I really need that? Oh well... I guess it will come in handy when playing naughty nurse sometime in the future, right?

5. I think I've managed to close a chapter, and start a new one. Which is a nice step for me. Of course... the chapter isn't under lock and key, but it's as close as it's going to get, buried under 4 large Websters Dictionaries that weigh 50lbs a piece, and I don't have the energy to move them... so that's progress, right?

6. Why do people think that life should be handed to them on a sliver platter. Seriously. I don't get it. You complain when you don't have something, and you complain when you get it.... my question to you is.... are you ever happy? Truly and completely happy?

7. I think that people who give me the evil eye over a burger from across the room need to get a life. Come on... the divorce was two years ago. I don't care if you're on his team, he and I have a decent relationship and frankly what did I ever do to you? Get over it, and grow the frick up.

8. There are people in my life right now, who are in a constant state of crisis. And I wish I could fix it.... I do... but I can't. My heart breaks for them, nothing I can say will make it better but I love them, and think of them often... and hopefully it helps to know they aren't forgotten.

9. How the heck am I managing a 93% in my Maternal Child Class and a 90% average in my A&P II.... seriously.... I should be a lot smarter than I am. Apparently I'm just really good with regurgitating facts on test and purging them from my conscious.

10. How am I going to fit all my shoes in a bag for Florida. Seriously.... ONE carry on, and ONE purse... come on people I need a bag for shoes alone!!!!!