Tell Me Have You Seen Her?

Who sings that? Anyway, as so eloquently pointed out in a comment by my anonymous friend "s" you may have noticed I've been absent lately. Here's a run down of where I've been.

Working.
Sleeping.
Studying.

lol

Emphasis on Working and studying.

This semester I happen to have not even HALF of the credits I had last semester, but I feel like the classes in general are way harder. Oddly enough, I am excelling in Mental Health. Hmmmm. I guess I know all about those ineffective coping mechanisms. lol.

I am also at a loss because I just don't know what's different right now, but every day when I wake up I feel like I'm ten steps behind. I go, literally, from 5:45am-midnight each night. I go to work, and work usually 6 out of 7 days a week. This Saturday is the first day I've had off in quite a while. (I spent it sleeping... seriously... all day!!! The 2 cans, and 22oz coke didn't even help to keep me up!) So anyway, I'm not sure where I'm going wrong, or why I continually feel that I can't keep up. I'm not sure if it's because it's summer, and there is a lot to do, or if it's because of working 2 jobs. (Personally I think it's the 2 job thing, but I just can't bring myself to stop the Big K, cuz it's guaranteed 80 bucks in my pocket every 2 weeks--pathetic I know--)

Decisions, decisions. Someday I'll be organized, I swear.... some... day....

So if you've been wondering where I am, that is the update. I've been jumping at the opportunity to just sit at home as well. I've decided I like sitting here, and doing nothing. It's not all bad. Though I did end up comatose at 7:30pm the other night. That was a little embarrassing, when the neighbor showed up and I had drool running out of my mouth onto the pillow on the couch, and I was snoring like a lumberjack. I can't help it... I'm tired.

I did manage to plant some flowers and do some yard work, so you should come by and check it out sometime, it's a Cosmo fest out there I tell ya. Cosmo's poppin' up everywhere. It'll look cool when they start to bloom. OH and the neighbors across the street complimented me on my nice yard the other day. That was sweet, seeing that, that was the first time I had met them.

So I may be tired, and I may not be organized, but my flowers rock... and that makes it all better. Now if we can just keep away the Friday the 13th deer this month, all will be well!!!

I'm out









***incidentally that was MC Hammer that sung that song.... in case you were wondering. Please Hammer... Don't Hurt 'Em*** Sigh** where did all the good music go. LOLOLOL